(Statutory Warning: This post is absolutely weird and random.. read at your own risk)
The weather is storming. It’s restless and vibrant. It’s forcing me to write. I actually just want to go out get wet and dance in the rains. Or maybe, go on a crazy, risky, fast drive to no where. Make out, jump and play in the rains. Act like kids, love like teens, feel the pouring water like an old, frayed, dying lady.
And here comes some more… wild, violent, murderous rains. What a thrilling show nature puts on for us! Then I just come near the window. The nature forces itself inside the house and penetrates inside me. Whilst reading an old friend’s thoughts on the blog, I am forced to become retrospective. But then again. how can I be normal when the nature has lost control. Might seem weird but I’m deeply connected to the natural elements. My name, although highly complicated, means nature. At this point I have completely lost the point of my post. But I shall continue because I can’t stop. Writing is like a drug takes you higher every time. If you try to quit, it will come back to you somehow, and no matter what it stays in you body and mind. Every word I type on the key bored brings new thoughts. Don’t know how this will end or where, or will it really end. It’s a long drawn process going on since forever. I’m trying to organize my head. Put different thoughts in different compartment. As it is creating technical default in my system.
Right now, I am thinking how do I get pictures uploaded on my blog (as I am pretty daft at computeering)? And I am thinking about that one person who was something more than friends and the fact that I shall never see him or my favorite book that is with him, ever again. I’m not depressed, but its just weird that you would NEVER see a particular human being again. And I am thinking of my all my favorite who will leave for a long time. Or should I concentrate on the career vs. the ‘love what I do’ fight. There’s more… picking between family and non family. My crush on this amazing guy or casual relationship, My longest ‘love of the life’ friendship or having a crush on random blog on the net. the long alone talk at the window or droplets on rain on my bare hands.
I have a funny head which only tqo people on earth have understood. One is my best girl friend and another is a stranger and will always be one. So yeah! Calmed down. The nature I mean. And well me too.
The weather is storming. It’s restless and vibrant. It’s forcing me to write. I actually just want to go out get wet and dance in the rains. Or maybe, go on a crazy, risky, fast drive to no where. Make out, jump and play in the rains. Act like kids, love like teens, feel the pouring water like an old, frayed, dying lady.
And here comes some more… wild, violent, murderous rains. What a thrilling show nature puts on for us! Then I just come near the window. The nature forces itself inside the house and penetrates inside me. Whilst reading an old friend’s thoughts on the blog, I am forced to become retrospective. But then again. how can I be normal when the nature has lost control. Might seem weird but I’m deeply connected to the natural elements. My name, although highly complicated, means nature. At this point I have completely lost the point of my post. But I shall continue because I can’t stop. Writing is like a drug takes you higher every time. If you try to quit, it will come back to you somehow, and no matter what it stays in you body and mind. Every word I type on the key bored brings new thoughts. Don’t know how this will end or where, or will it really end. It’s a long drawn process going on since forever. I’m trying to organize my head. Put different thoughts in different compartment. As it is creating technical default in my system.
Right now, I am thinking how do I get pictures uploaded on my blog (as I am pretty daft at computeering)? And I am thinking about that one person who was something more than friends and the fact that I shall never see him or my favorite book that is with him, ever again. I’m not depressed, but its just weird that you would NEVER see a particular human being again. And I am thinking of my all my favorite who will leave for a long time. Or should I concentrate on the career vs. the ‘love what I do’ fight. There’s more… picking between family and non family. My crush on this amazing guy or casual relationship, My longest ‘love of the life’ friendship or having a crush on random blog on the net. the long alone talk at the window or droplets on rain on my bare hands.
I have a funny head which only tqo people on earth have understood. One is my best girl friend and another is a stranger and will always be one. So yeah! Calmed down. The nature I mean. And well me too.
3 comments:
hey... :D
reading that felt so much like listening to someone..
i could sense a lot of confusion from your writing, but you know what, it is perfectly alright, because if there is one thing that i have ever learned is that all you need to have is, faith in whatever you do and things always end up "sunny-side up" :D :P
keep writing
hey thanx for the visit!! :)
Im unwell now! Will read ur posts and comment upon it soon :)
Until then have fun & keep rockin!
peace & love
Jeevy! :)
got your comments on my, "Venus!"
at Straight from the Heart!
thank you.
can i ask you something?
where did you track down SFTH?
it has long stopped working! ...painfully indeed!
anywayz.
two more things to say!
1. you write well. better than average. keep up the good work.
2. do please visit my personal blog spaces.. if you do have time.
you'll find them in my profile.
i'll be waiting to receive your feedbacks on my write-ups!
from your writings it does appear that you are a good thinker. that's why![:)]
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