this is to some1 askin me wat is my passion, and as i said writing is my high, was wondering when was the last time... i think, i face a problem...
a.) i'm very lazy to write, to think and type is a task to me, especially now, since life is a lil sorted and a lil boring... and cover it all up i say i hv tons of wrk, which i do, but still never enough work to stop writing. (thus gets me to problem in c.)
b.) (which is the main problem) what ever i write has to be very awesome... i should think its a work of art, so i dont write untill i find the perfect thought in my head... its almost like an OCD (for the uninitiated- obsessive compulsive disorder). also ppl who read my blog... shud like it.. or find it controvertial enough to comment... therefore i have not posted many things... n sometimes even when i find the perfect plot/thought... im too lazy (refer to point a.)
c.) i dun hv enough inspiration... i dun meet new ppl, work has no more challenge left and besides men probs, pms problems, girl frnd problems have all gotten too old now... i've adjusted to this sort of settin (which isnt cool, but watever). i dun meet new ppl either... n whoever i meet is too normal n trivial to me mentioned really... its not like im over the misery in my life... but im sick of it.. need somethin new...
d.) i had frnds who used to push me to write, some of them r far away, some jus tired of life, some too selfish and some jus plain off... so yea... ppl who used to reaqd and motivate r all kinda lost... (refer c.)
:) therefore... i dun write... altho i should... hope i get back my 'mojo' :P hahahaha... (altho i am confused)
cheers...
