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Oct 24, 2010

This close...

When you want something with all your heart, the universe conspires for you to get it. That’s what The Secret says (or something like that I did not bother to google).

Have you ever felt this feeling? Like you’ve wanted something very desperately all along, and when you’re like this close to getting it. You suddenly don’t want it. It suddenly gives you that ugly feeling you had in your stomach when you hadn’t finished your homework and the school teacher was checking everyone’s work with a cane in her hand.

Its funny because you worked your ass for this one and maybe even blew all your meagre savings. But suddenly you’re not sure of how much it is going to be close to your expectation. You’d rather just keep wishing for it than actually get it.

I dont think this is cold feet... I think its the love for the dream or the chase...  Being obsessed with the journey than the destination.

2 comments:

Rupi Singh said...

The universe generally conspires to make sure I DON'T get it :|

Pankaj Ahuja said...

Egggjactly.
Its the thrill to get something which is a great high than getting the thing eventually.
Happens all the bloody time!