this is to some1 askin me wat is my passion, and as i said writing is my high, was wondering when was the last time... i think, i face a problem...
a.) i'm very lazy to write, to think and type is a task to me, especially now, since life is a lil sorted and a lil boring... and cover it all up i say i hv tons of wrk, which i do, but still never enough work to stop writing. (thus gets me to problem in c.)
b.) (which is the main problem) what ever i write has to be very awesome... i should think its a work of art, so i dont write untill i find the perfect thought in my head... its almost like an OCD (for the uninitiated- obsessive compulsive disorder). also ppl who read my blog... shud like it.. or find it controvertial enough to comment... therefore i have not posted many things... n sometimes even when i find the perfect plot/thought... im too lazy (refer to point a.)
c.) i dun hv enough inspiration... i dun meet new ppl, work has no more challenge left and besides men probs, pms problems, girl frnd problems have all gotten too old now... i've adjusted to this sort of settin (which isnt cool, but watever). i dun meet new ppl either... n whoever i meet is too normal n trivial to me mentioned really... its not like im over the misery in my life... but im sick of it.. need somethin new...
d.) i had frnds who used to push me to write, some of them r far away, some jus tired of life, some too selfish and some jus plain off... so yea... ppl who used to reaqd and motivate r all kinda lost... (refer c.)
:) therefore... i dun write... altho i should... hope i get back my 'mojo' :P hahahaha... (altho i am confused)
cheers...
12 comments:
Hey!
Good to have you back on my blog. Its been a real long time any of us have written.
How are things going on?
You should get back to writing. Not every piece has to be a masterpiece na, just write whatever comes to your mind.
Waise why am i giving gyan? Even I haven't written in a long time! :)
I think everyone goes through this phase. I find that once I take the initiative and get started, the momentum continues. Its just that initial hurdle to overcome.
I came across your blog through Sunday Scribblings. Hope to see more posts! :|
hm.
@rj: hope to read ur blog w/ new sutff soon
@SSQuo: thx for stopping by... n i'll def take ur advice :)
@adi: ur one of the ppl who used to inspire me... :( miss u...
u know .. i dont have to type to write .. i personally believe .. writing is alot more easier rater sitting in front of a computer with MS-Word staring at u ..
then u can always vent it while u r typing it out later .. (since u care soo much for ur stuff to be a masterpiece)
@anon: thanks a lot for the advice... but im used to the MS word staring at me... altho will try this one out... thx for stopping by...
P.S: who's this?
me ?? i m anonymous ...
don't look at yourself. look at this world. dont write to become a writer. write to confess. i am the most happy person to see a post like this. this simply means certain things are building up in you. but you don't know what they are. try and find them out. and express them. just. don't even care if it's not a good write-up. aim happiness. not an 'identity'. YOU are YOU. irrespective of whether you get acknowledged as a 'writer'. why do you want to become a writer. what extra qualities does a writer possess? a writer is as much a hopeless entity as a teacher who teaches kids or even a scientist who does research! we are all human beings. isn't that sufficient? confessing can make you find the cause of your pain. live a happy life. and confess on paper. analyze your pain.
like, i myself was going through certain emotional turmoil for the last couple of weeks. i didn't know why i was unhappy. so i tried to express what i was feeling. after 3 days of relentless searching for the apt phrase i got the perfect sentence, and i wrote it down in my diary: "i eat chocolates when i am sad!" It's only after confessing this truth to myself i found the cause of my sadness. that it is loneliness. tell me, miss Jhaveri, which one do you give more value to: the richness of the line that the writer has written or the pain of the man who had gone on to confess this in his diary...
what shit gyaan !
@adi: thx, what u said does make sense but i guess im thinkin from another level at this point in time... we shud talk abt it at lenght... cheers...
Bah! comment got deleted. recommenting.
Bloghopped here and have been here for a while now. Very unconventional style of writing. 'Life' and 'I dont know what to name this' were particularly ejoyable reads.
Blog more often. Why is everyone suffering from blogger's block these days?
It is good when so!
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